it's been a while since I updated this blog.. yesterday a friend told me he visited this blog and it reminded me that I still have a place to let stuff out without worrying too much what people think because they rarely find out about it :)
a small surprise after logging in- I have a follower.. thanks to my sweet shortie foxie - a shout out to you whenever you read this :)
Life hasn't been easy.. I guess that's something everyone can say.. but for me, it's been confusingly uneasy.. don't know if I went to hell or gone to heaven.. Sometimes I'm very happy and confident, sometimes I can get very depressed and just want to be gone. Extremely moody, I know.. It's not new.. What's new is I'm running from my struggles. Skip classes for work, then use friends and acquaintances to get away from work, and go on with an affair to get away from family. Sleep-deprived. Unfocused. Out of balance. Lack of exercise.
I have to say I came back home for so many reasons but none of them was to be emotionally challenged. I know I'm gonna get thru this alive.. just don't know how to keep my sanity. Hope i'll never get bored of FRIENDS.. it's like the best show ever.. to make me relax and take it easy.
