now

I miss the States sometimes. As a night owl, how could you not love the available options of grocery shopping, renting movies, & getting coffee at 11:30pm. Still, I can't imagine going back there to live. At one point, it was a party-nonstop relationship-unstable friends-and-dramas-surrounded kinda life. Time has passed. "This ship has sailed :P." Wonder why I'm not interested in going out... or taking pictures with friends in coffee shops, looking pretty in meaningless photos. Now all I care about is work (and you*), a little too much sometimes, but that's ok. Still trying to draw a career map for myself.. and figure out where to go from here.. and it's getting quite interesting. I never felt so productive before. 9 months of full-time working helped me realize that I can do so much for people, and at the same time learn so much from them. Time is of the essence.. and it shouldn't be wasted.

*You, my hero. I'm sick of being tied to you, sick of pretension, sick of being afraid of reality, and sick of your escaladed closeness and attention, sick of being understood and being seen through. But without you and this rediculous distress, what is life for?

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dạo này tuần nào cũng có hoa :x I rarely like yellow flowers, but these are just lovely :x it is so true that "there is no ugly color, only ugly color combination" :)